By Sade Spence (staff@latinospost.com) | First Posted: Aug 21, 2015 01:54 PM EDT

Nick Gordon has finally broken his silence after Bobbi Kristina Brown's death. Brown's fiancé took to social media to express his love and gratitude for having experienced part of his life with his late bride-to-be.

Gordon has a private Twitter account, however Extra shared the touching tweet. He wrote, "I look at our pics sometimes it makes me smile sometime I cry @REALbkBrown #happymemories." He also added, "I'm so happy/blessed that I had @REALbkBrown in my life. i will always & forever love you."

Nick however, was not allowed at any of Bobbi Kristina's funeral services. Her families reportedly blame him for her passing. He currently faces a $10 million wrongful death lawsuit.

Accoriding to US Magazine, Brown's conservator, Bedelia Hargrove, filed a suit accusing Gordon of wrongful death. He allegedly gave Brown a "toxic cocktail" of cocaine and alcohol.

The lawsuit also states witnesses saw Gordon punch Bobbi while she sat on a couch. Reportedly, she was struck so hard the couch broke. Moreover it states, Gordon was "hitting her in the face until she was bloody... to the point that she was on the floor screaming and curled up in a fetal position." That was before witnesses saw him drag her upstairs where she was found unconscious and facedown in a bathtub.

In a statement released to US Weekly, Hargove said, "I am deeply saddened by the recent death of Bobbi Kristina Brown." She added, "I have filed today an amended complaint against Nicholas Gordon adding a count of wrongful death and for pain and suffering. We will leave no stone unturned in seeking justice for Bobbi Kristina Brown."

Gordon's lawyer, Josey Crew, is fighting back - claiming his client is saddened and damaged by the events that have taken place. USA Today points out, Crew said, "The recent lawsuit against Nick is slanderous and meritless. Nick has been heartbroken and destroyed over the loss of his love and it's shameful that such baseless allegations have been presented publicly. Nick has engaged civil counsel and intends to defend the lawsuit vigorously and expose it for what it is: a fictitious assault against the person who loved Krissy most.