Kim Kardashian might call her pregnancy a "miracle" now, but not long ago, she apparently dreaded having kids.
In Monday's episode of "Kourtney and Kim take Miami,", Gossip Cop reports that Kim "criticized Kourtney's life as a mother, telling her sister, 'Mom's life is so torturous,' saying Kourtney's day-to-day was 'boring and miserable.'"
"Kim added, 'I would die if I had kids right now,'" says Gossip Cop. During the premiere, she also told her friend Jonathan Cheban that she found Kourtney's situation "so overwhelming it makes me even second guess that I want to have kids," The Stir's Julie Ryan Evans reports.
But some struggles with infertility apparently changed Kim's mind. On Monday's episode of "Kourtney and Kim Take Miami," she shared test results revealing that "she has the egg level of a 50-something-year-old woman," Evans says, and she realized if she ever wanted to have children, she needed to get pregnant soon.
"This information at least explains the rush," Evans adds. "If you think you may never be able to have children, then there's really no time to waste in trying."
Right now, the mom-to-be is with Kanye West in Paris for Paris Fashion Week.
She's been "keeping signs of her pregnancy under wraps" as she attends fashion events, according to Us Weekly. Her loose-fitting black pants and baggy top, accessorized with "tall black heels, leather gloves, and a fur clutch," pretty much concealed her baby bump as she made her way to the Stephane Rolland show today.
Kardashian, 32, is expecting in July.